-You feel like your mom is depressed because she has still not adjusted to her state of "widowhood"
-Your brother might just now be coming to terms with his grief/mourning, etc.
-You want desperately to get married, move away from Houston, etc.- but feel tied down to life here because you feel youapos;d be letting your family down if you leave...
-You are tired of living at home after 2 years ..but are scared of what will happen when you finally move out
-You canapos;t sleep at night properly- without A.) Waking up with a rush of anxiety B.) Having a nightmare about your fatherapos;s death
-You love your job that you worked so hard to get, and to become certified in..but now youapos;re questioning if itapos;s your passion or not..or if itapos;s just becoming another "job"
-You have no idea where life is taking you....or where itapos;s taking your family..
-And you question Godapos;s will and purpose for your life..
Ugh. I guess when these things happen, the only thing left to do- is pray to God for some kind of direction or answers. Life is hard..especially these last 8 months without my dad. Yesterday was the 8 month anniversary of my fatherapos;s death. :( I miss him. And we are quickly approaching the holidays. The crazy malls are going to start putting Christmas trees up in the next few weeks. :( I kind of just want to forget that Christmas is even going to happen. I just want to pretend itapos;s another holiday. Hopefully we can go somewhere as a family to get away from it all- maybe somewhere beachy where we can pretend itapos;s summer vacation or something.
Pray for us... Later~
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